Random stuff

It's started all when talking with my husband i said "yeah i had a blog to, when i was younger" * i want to read it O.O* geez what i've done...He said that it was great, that i must write again, but in real i think i'm far away from the person i used to be. what to do? what to do? i used to be friendly, and dreamy and brilliant, now i feel just old, blatant, cinical and stuck in a real life that's so much... real. So damn boring.