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It's started all when talking with my husband i said "yeah i had a blog to, when i was younger" * i want to read it O.O* geez what i've done...He said that it was great, that i must write again, but in real i think i'm far away from the person i used to be. what to do? what to do? i used to be friendly, and dreamy and brilliant, now i feel just old, blatant, cinical and stuck in a real life that's so much... real. So damn boring.

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: ghost of the days gone by - Alterbridge

Really I've no clues about what i'm doing, may that's just the next thing i will have to do, with no other reason if not calm the fire in my head...

I'm boundlessly sorry for my wretched english but i'm learning playing games and reading. So don't kill me, teach me.

I hope to feel myself welcomed to this world... because i'm not even good to do this.

So embarassing, i feel already sorry for having soiled the web with my entry. Not bad as start =.='

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Bleed it Dry - Alter Bridge